Keeping myself “entertained”
Snow day woot, means lots of free time, which can be bad or good. Normally I find Ed to be more bothersome on days when I don’t work and have more time to think, but I have so many little tasks to complete that, he’s little existence. I am coming to better terms with my … Read more
Who is Ed?
Ed is the voice that never leaves, or when you think he’s gone and you can have 5 minutes to think to yourself he pops back in your head. Its hard to have developed this voice inside your head, it’s hard from being ‘normal’ to being composed by another individual. Eating disorders are a mental … Read more
Living with Discomfort
“I think the most important part of recovery is realizing that while one can completely recover from an eating disorder, one cannot recover from life. Life will always hold some level of discomfort, there will always be “something”, but it’s amazing how much easier and brighter living life is, when there is actual living involved. … Read more
Starting To Accept Myself In Order to Improve Myself
No one’s perfect, and I can’t expect perfection out of me, if I want others to like me, I need to start liking myself! A lot of the negativity I deal with is the fact that I can’t accept myself, I am always trying to improve myself and belittling my accomplishments. Though the weight gain … Read more
Ms. Hamilton
It’s hard to believe I am on my last placement and will be a full fledged teacher in 3 months. It’s hard to believe because I didn’t think this is how my life would turn out. If you asked me four years ago, my career choice would’ve been the same, but I would want to … Read more
It’s not even 11am and they already got me in tears.
Yeah, totally just overheard my Dad call me a retard. Great self confidence boost after already being yelled at by him. As many of my close friends know I keep weights in my car to do bootcamps with while Im travelling. Well they have been annoying bouncing around the back so I put them between … Read more
Back Home, Day 1=Success
Hey Lovely People, I hope your all enjoying your saturday off. Today I did a 4 hour drive home, which leaves me in a bitter mood. First I wanted to hit an am cycle class that didn’t happen, then packing and lugging about SUV load of clothing upstairs and etc, is not enjoyable. But…………..its alright, … Read more
Book Review: Room
Recently I just finished the book, ROOM by Emma Donoghue. I would give it a review of 3 and 1/2 out of 5. It was a short, very easy read, that I was able ti pick up and know where I left off, which is nice with the constraints of school and life at this … Read more
Funk Friday
I went 13 days strong, then late last night I was overcomed by emotions, some alcohol and temptation hit. I felt the stress piling up for days, my night binges wear me down as I take them out at the gym and was pushing 2-3 hours a day there, to make up for those extra … Read more
